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Freedom is just another word
for nothing left to loose
Created on 2006-01-26 07:32:11 (#9359876), last updated 2007-03-28
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| Name: | when_it_hit |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1989-06-05 |
i am too young and too old
its kind of akward
but i find a balance
i love life
or try to in every aspect
but we all know that can never fully happen
so lets just try to make the best
people call me gregarious
i say i just like to say hi
i will be your best friend if you let me
i dont know if i believe in hate
just a variance of love
i run in circles a lot
i run a lot
i run away from problems
rarely
i crave city life
fast light, fast sound, fast wind, fast words, fast lifestyles
i want to get out sometimes
because i know i can make a clam chaos
ive been told i have that talnet
but at times it frightens me
my cravings
thats what frighten me
because you know sometimes their really malicious
a lot of the times
and they came from you
and you alone

im patricks image concious mind
take a picture
its supposed to last forever
im the blurry one
in the polka dots and black
im nervous
not in this picture
but in general
im nuerotic
and messy
do want the long or short shit list about me
but hey at least im fun
i think

im patricks sense of humor
i am either hard to find
or blatant
i dont know what i do a lot of the time
and thats something i like and dont like about myself
with all the hope that i invest in other peoples opinons and ideas
i really do believe i am almost entirely created
except for the fact that every piece of menial information
is passed through a small filter in my own brain
so i guess you can say its almost mine
yes it is mine
im not stylish
i just pretend to be

im patricks heart
being content
always makes me uneasy
sooner or later
i will fuck up
sorry, i swore
other than that im an optimist
whenever something is feeling really good in my life
something bad comes and knocks me out
and then i recover because i realize in the great scheme of things
it wasnt that big
i am kind of a goldfish in that way
yeah
im patrick
thats the only thing about me that doesnt change
and sometimes i want to change that
my name that is
i dont like it
i like the name jack, or foster, or rhys
ones my grandpas name, my moms madien name and my kids name
if i ever have a kid
but i think i will keep my name
for posterities sake
i just said that
theres no posterity in my name
just letters
it was good having me talk at you
what your life story
its kind of akward
but i find a balance
i love life
or try to in every aspect
but we all know that can never fully happen
so lets just try to make the best
people call me gregarious
i say i just like to say hi
i will be your best friend if you let me
i dont know if i believe in hate
just a variance of love
i run in circles a lot
i run a lot
i run away from problems
rarely
i crave city life
fast light, fast sound, fast wind, fast words, fast lifestyles
i want to get out sometimes
because i know i can make a clam chaos
ive been told i have that talnet
but at times it frightens me
my cravings
thats what frighten me
because you know sometimes their really malicious
a lot of the times
and they came from you
and you alone

im patricks image concious mind
take a picture
its supposed to last forever
im the blurry one
in the polka dots and black
im nervous
not in this picture
but in general
im nuerotic
and messy
do want the long or short shit list about me
but hey at least im fun
i think

im patricks sense of humor
i am either hard to find
or blatant
i dont know what i do a lot of the time
and thats something i like and dont like about myself
with all the hope that i invest in other peoples opinons and ideas
i really do believe i am almost entirely created
except for the fact that every piece of menial information
is passed through a small filter in my own brain
so i guess you can say its almost mine
yes it is mine
im not stylish
i just pretend to be

im patricks heart
being content
always makes me uneasy
sooner or later
i will fuck up
sorry, i swore
other than that im an optimist
whenever something is feeling really good in my life
something bad comes and knocks me out
and then i recover because i realize in the great scheme of things
it wasnt that big
i am kind of a goldfish in that way
yeah
im patrick
thats the only thing about me that doesnt change
and sometimes i want to change that
my name that is
i dont like it
i like the name jack, or foster, or rhys
ones my grandpas name, my moms madien name and my kids name
if i ever have a kid
but i think i will keep my name
for posterities sake
i just said that
theres no posterity in my name
just letters
it was good having me talk at you
what your life story
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